26 Mar 2008 7:28 AM

He was ready to go! He wanted that.He was tired.He knew he was`nt going to get better. He missed his wife. I have had a death experience some years ago, and we talked about it. He asked me if the ones we loved who were gone are there,and I told him they are. I told him it was the most exquisite thing imaginable, dying. It is. I had the presence of God with me, because I am a believer.He "spoke" to me.        I had several short,cut off messages from joe after that, on messenger,and one saying "I need to know....." I never caught him online after that, or if he was, he was`nt speaking, in his room. I was able to tell him "Goodbye" and that I loved him and that we all did. I thought he was contemplating suicide and told him off, that it is a selfish act and would hurt so many people who love him. He said the pain was unbearable and I asked if the tens machine was`nt working any more, and he had forgotten about it. Again I told him off! I expected to see him the next day and him feeling better because he had used the machine!!! I never saw him,because he had died.  It was his time to go. He wanted it. He is happy and with his wife, I believe! We will miss him. I am crying all the time because I miss him,and I loved him. But he is happy and at peace and in no pain now. I am glad for that. May he be at peace now.

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22 Mar 2008 3:10 PM

I did play around with things in my puter, as I wanted to download a new desktop pic. I had to change the Display properties to do this and wow! Great! But somehow all my text is small,in fact everything is small! Small is`nt good for for my eyes!! How do I adjust the font size! I found the thingee and set it at usual but still small! What have I done and how do I fix it? Do I just set the size bigger or what? But as I said, EVERYTHING is small! I don`t like small!! Want to keep the quality of pics that I have now though! Its great! I am not even remotely skilled at these details so if there is anybody out there who has some knowledge of the technicalities of puters and can help me, I would be very grateful! I suspect this is a correct size as I can see everything on pages,just very hard on the failing eyesight, and yes! I have reading glasses but I am sure things should be a lot bigger than this judging from other puters I see...........Help?

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18 Mar 2008 12:25 AM

For the time I have been working at the Medical Centre I have had nothing but trouble with my Asthma, and also Bronchitis! Thats over approx 3-4 years(?) and in the last week I made an amazing discovery! Tonight confirmed it! In Winter I am fine! But Summer etc I am a mess! So last week I put the air-con on while I was working and guess what? My Asthma is practically non existent! The air con is on in Winter anyway, but not in Summer, until last week! I am just beside myself with happiness!! I can think clearly, not drop dead tired and not totally befuddled in my thinking!!! And now for the opology! I am sorry if I have gone off at anyone over my time on here! Steroids do my head in completely!I think I have,but I don`t remember who or why!Oh! The creeps we get from time to time,yes! I mean`t that! But anyone else,no! Not intended! When I am on steroids I get paranoid and agro and I can`t do a dam thing about it! It is`nt the real me at all!Also depressed and anxious. These are known side effects of steroids and I was on them for years when I was seeing my previous Doctor,but thats another story!I suffer from and am treated for depression and anxiety anyway,but the steroids counteract the meds for those conditions and I am a argument looking for a place to happen! Or crying all over the place!My cat must sense something as she will just fly at me with teeth and claws! Think it is my wheezing with Asthma and she thinks I am hissing at her!This is why I can relate to and empathise with what Winner is going through right now,as she has been on Prednisone and experiencing all I said above!So, please forgive me and also give Winner another chance, as I do understand what she has been through, and if she is like me,she feels sick if she realises she has been agro or negative to anyone!Its not us! Its the Prednisone!!!!! Evil stuff,but vital for breathing! Any Nurses here will know what I am saying is right,I am sure! So, please be aware as Anna has said, that some meds have adverse side effects,and I can vouch for that! I call my bad me "The Steroid Monster"! Can`t do a dam thing about it either! So, I am sorry to anyone I have been mean to. It is`nt how I really feel I assure you! Please forgive me,and also winner too? I am not a friend of winners and have`nt paid much attention to her until all this came up, but I sure can understand now whats been going on with her,  only too well!

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14 Mar 2008 4:30 PM

P.J! WHere ARE you? THere is a lot of people very concerned about u! Please put your nose in and just let us know u r o.k? So hope things are alright with your Mum,which is why so many of us are worrying about u! We care about u P.J!!

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11 Mar 2008 4:43 AM

The nest is empty and we need to fill it up! If u look it up on Google and click on current page u will be in like Flynn!Thats giggle if I get censored! All been vamped up by our new hostess Miss Tmblweed! But only 2 of us there and it sure is lonely! So,come on "home" everyone! Fuzzy and I are sick of talking to each other! haha

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