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Welcome to eyes's blog!
26 Mar 2008 7:28 AM
He was ready to go! He wanted that.He was tired.He knew he was`nt going to get better. He missed his wife. I have had a death experience some years ago, and we talked about it. He asked me if the ones we loved who were gone are there,and I told him they are. I told him it was the most exquisite thing imaginable, dying. It is. I had the presence of God with me, because I am a believer.He "spoke" to me. I had several short,cut off messages from joe after that, on messenger,and one saying "I need to know....." I never caught him online after that, or if he was, he was`nt speaking, in his room. I was able to tell him "Goodbye" and that I loved him and that we all did. I thought he was contemplating suicide and told him off, that it is a selfish act and would hurt so many people who love him. He said the pain was unbearable and I asked if the tens machine was`nt working any more, and he had forgotten about it. Again I told him off! I expected to see him the next day and him feeling better because he had used the machine!!! I never saw him,because he had died. It was his time to go. He wanted it. He is happy and with his wife, I believe! We will miss him. I am crying all the time because I miss him,and I loved him. But he is happy and at peace and in no pain now. I am glad for that. May he be at peace now.
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